A poem called "It"

Some days I feel like I’ve spent a lifetime searching for something better and I have no idea what it even is. It’s like this unattainable thing. I desire it. I crave for it. I long for it. I even pray for it. Somehow, I feel like God knows what it is. Contentment in God is what keeps me sane. At the same time, this unknown thing lingers in my brain. There’s just got to be something greater. It’s bigger than me; so much of this life of mine is. Right? It’s got to be. I’ve devoted a lifetime to protecting vulnerable populations. At the end of the day, it’s the saving that saves me. Maybe I just tell myself that something really big is coming because it keeps me going. Perhaps, it’s the God in me. It’s on it’s way. I’m already knowing. The dope thing about God is the blessings are continuously flowing. The uncertainty is intriguing. The undesirables don’t even exist when you believe. Mark 11:24 says “believe it and it is yours.” What a simple concept. Yet, we make it so complex. Good things are happening. Greatness lies ahead. Better is what we both deserve and that’s up next.

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